The analect that I chose was 4.14. "The Master said "Do not be concerned that you lack an official position, but rather concern yourself with the means by which you might become established. Do not be concerned that no one has heard of you, but rather strive to become a person worthy of being known.""
As we read the Confucius book, I was searching for the best analect for me. We read through the first pages, and I liked some of the quotes, but when Mr. Ferrebee read analect 4.14, I knew I had found what I was looking for. This quote reminded me of my summer. It felt like a déjà vu; as if I had had that same conversation previously in my life. Also, I felt strongly connected to Confucius words because of my profound interest with 中国人 (Chinese people). It reminded me of my summers in Andover and China.
What I understand from these words, they are trying to say that one shouldn't do things to be reminded, but rather do things that will make you feel historical. While I was in Phillips Academy, I asked my teacher assisant if he wanted to be remembered as a great author. "At first, I wanted to be famous like T.S. Elliot, but after thinking about it, why would I want people besides my close friends and family know about my existence? I don't write to be remembered, I write because I love it." Those words impacted my way of thinking. Since a little girl, I've always wanted to do something in order to famous. But after what my teacher assistant told me, I realized that I needed to do the things I loved, rather than the things that would make me famous.
Confucius has a special talent; he makes the people realize what the true meaning of life is. It also connects to the meaning of 'ren'. Do things for the goodness of it and not expecting anything back. From this event, and from reading the wise words of Confucius, I have realized a big part of my life that I had previously ignored. I need to do things because I am passionate about them, no matter what is the outcome. Not only when I grow up, but everyday I should do things because of the goodness of the human being. And, as it is written, when someone does goodness, they are expected to be rewarded by Confucius. Thanks for your eye-opening words Confucius!
